Shay: Matte and I started
quietly datingabout three years ago.And I guess you could say
we’re best friends now.Look how sweet that is.When I first found out I was
pregnant,we were super
happy/really nervous.We couldn’t wait
to tell our parents.– Oh, my god!
– Yes! I want to give you
a big kiss. Very happy for you two. Thank you. You know I love ya. She’s pregnant.– Man: Yeah?
– Yeah.Man: Are you serious?Yeah, man.Man: Holy shit.Shay: But I had to
feel comfortablebefore I told the world.Matte: Is that YouTube video
ready?Woman: Yeah.Yo, do it now. Okay, I’m going. Oh, my god. I feel like I’m about
to bungee jump. Do you know what I mean?
When they’re, like– Oh, ’cause you’re not
coming back up? ( laughs )As much as I am active
on social media…( dance music ) We’re living
our full festival life.I still consider myself
to be pretty private.I’d say six months
is a fair amount of time to keep quiet
about being pregnant. Okay, I’m gonna do this. Then I can be free
after I post this. Oh, my god. Oh, my god! I don’t want to go spinning until after
I’ve talked about it. Why? Because, Matte, I used to be the spinning champion
in the class, and now for me to go back
without announcing that– who would sit front row? ( laughing ) “Used to be
the spinning champion”? Out of the class. ( laughing ) This is– are
there champions in the class? No, but I just mean,
like, I spun like a champion in the class. I went every single Saturday until I couldn’t.Shay: I love it.
I feel so much stronger.I feel my most beautiful
after an intense workout.Seeing how far
I can push my bodyis when I feel
the best about myself.Well, you can still go. I don’t want to go right now. I need to be able to announce so then I– when people see,
they’re like, “Oh, she’s not as fast
as normal,” there’s a reason. You think anyone cares
on their bike how fast you’re going? Yes, I do. I think that there’s–
I notice other people. ( laughs ) ( laughs ) You’re an asshole. ( indistinct speech )Shay: What are we doing today
for my fun day?Matte: Actually, there’s
a party. Want to go to a party? – ( sighs )
– There’s a barbecue, actually. It’s not a party.
It’s a barbecue. – Where?
– Actually, we can’t go. Why? You haven’t announced yet,
and they’re gonna know. Who’s gonna be there? It’s a Spotify barbecue. Do you want to go here? – No.
– We can’t go, can we? No. You said it’s Saturday. It’s my day.Shay: I don’t think
that the peoplewho are also going through
this with you,they don’t understand
what’s going on,’cause it’s in your body;
it’s not in theirs.Do you think
this is bad for me: Just smelling it? Like, the alcohol fumes? ( laughs )When you stop doingwhat you have normally been
used to doing,you know, which, for me,
was being social,when that kind of stopped,it really sort of
messed me up a little bit.This is the shitty side
of being pregnant when no one knows,
because–( sniffles ) You can’t go out to see anyone. You don’t want to see anyone, because– anyways… ( sighs ) ( sobs ) I don’t feel myself. ( sobs )I chose to hold on
until I announcedbecause of the first time.God.It didn’t go as
I had hoped for,and it was
extremely difficult.The first time
that I was pregnant last year,Matte and I hadn’t
been planning. It happened, and we were
really excited about it. Hey, do you think that I get to
park here now or too early?Matte: Any questions
for your doctor today?How do I make it so
that the baby stays
a little bit smaller? ( laughs )Matte: The heart’s pumping.Shay: I was, like, 14 weeks.At that point, I had no ideathe percentage
of miscarriages.When it happened, I was just
completely blindsided by it.I still have those photos
on my phone and I still have
all the doctor visits, and it’s weird because
I haven’t looked at them,
obviously. But it’s not like I forgot
about that happening.So of course,
I’m, like, super happy,but I still feel
for that one that I lost.This is the baby’s room. We haven’t touched one thing
in here because… ( sighs )
Of the miscarriage. I just want to wait it out. I want to get to as late
as possible, and then… ( snaps fingers )
I’ll do this.For me, fortunately,
it was one time.I know other women
and other friends of mine who’ve gone through
a way harder journey. And I’m–you know, seeing that,
it’s just really tough, because you feel broken as a woman, and that is not a great feeling. Matte, did you get the floaty?Astrid and Laren
are coming over.I’ll carry it outside for you. I don’t want you to
stress your wrists– stress your something. Is Laren honestly coming over? She’s so cute. – Astrid: Yay!
– Shay: Yay! Yeah!Matte: How old is she now?Astrid: Ten months.That’s crazy.Shay: Kick, kick, kick,
kick, kick.– Matte: What?
– Shay: ( gasps ) Yay!I booked my flight to Italy.Shay: And then I have to
go to Barcelonafor a campaign photo shoot.And then I come back,
I have one day, and then I go to Mexico
for a REVOLVE trip where I am wearing
my curated collection, which was curated way before I ever thought
I was gonna be big. Matte: “It’s popping.
You should come by.” What is that? Matte: “It’s popping. You should come by.” – Shay: What’s that?
– Matte: Nothing. He’s so mad he didn’t go
to this barbecue. Lawrence can grill you up
something real fast. I know. Astrid: Make you feel at home. It’s not the same thing, okay? The other one was popping. – Matte: It’s not what?
– It’s a big party. There’s a lot of people there, and I could have done
a lot of business. – Matte: What–what’s–
– Like, these are the– I’m in the music industry. It’s like, I have to go to
these different events – every day.
– ( Astrid laughs )Matte: You know what they say
of hockey, Lawrence?Just be in front of the net.You’re–you’re in the play,
good things happen.80% is just being there.– Lawrence: Showing up.
– Matte: Just showing up.I had the structure– did you go
to your structural ultrasound?Lawrence: I went to everything.– Oh, okay.
– He went to all of ’em. Oh, really?
Oh. – Oh, sorry.
– Um, Matte was in Toronto. So I was like,
“Hey,” ten times, “It’s at 11:00,
it’s the structural one,” which is very terrifying ’cause you never know
what’s gonna happen. – It’s very important.
– No, no, no, no, no. We did know. ( sighs ) Going to
a structural ultrasound to check on the baby. I am solo, because Matte
is in Toronto right now. The Raptors are playing. Very important. I was like, “Hey, go to Toronto
for the Raptors game. Do you mind just FaceTiming me,
possibly?” – Matte: No, it was for work.
– “I’m gonna go in.” It was for “work.”Shay: Hi.I’m your husband.
( laughs )Shay: She’s my husband
for the day.Please, take your seat.I’m your husband.Shay: You’re here.I’m sitting there, the doctor
doesn’t come in until 11:30. It’s 11:00. I’m looking at my phone, like,
“Wait, is it broken?”Friend: No way.Oh, shit.
That’s the whole head?Friend: Oh, my god.Shay: Oh, so you’re really
zoomed in.Technician: Right across
the edge of the face
right there.This is the upper lip
right here.Friend: Look at
her beautiful huge lips.Shay: Oh, I thought this was,
like, the body.It was 3:00, I had gotten out,
I’m having lunch,I dropped my friend off,
she’s like,“Matte seriously didn’t call?”I was like, “No.”
He forgot. I reminded him an hour
before I left and the night before, I said,
“Please, put it in your thing.” He’s like,
“100–I don’t even need to. “100%. I’m totally gonna
remember.”Lawrence: Have you not read
any books?I read a book. The one–number one thing
in all the books is, the only thing
that you need to do…– Shay: Show up.
– Is show up 80% of the time. ( laughter )Shay: He still has no idea.I think until
that baby comes outand starts crying
will it then hit him.And then I feel like
his role begins.He’s gonna be a great dad.He is so good with kids.He’s just so comfortable.After the pregnancy,
I don’t have a worry at all.Shay: Okay, I’m gonna do this.Then I can be free
after I post this. ( Shay and woman scream ) Oh, god! Oh, my god.
Oh, my god. Is this a bad time to tell you
that it’s not yours? ( laughter ) By the way.I’m finally be able
to announce it.The reaction
has been incredible.It’s just been really coolto feel that much support
and love.Now I feel like I’m able
to connect with peopleon a different level,and it gets real.