Missed Miscarriage- No Heartbeat :-(

hi everyone Caitlin and Grayson here can't believe I have to make this video um we went in for another elective ultrasound last night just to check on things again see how the baby was doing and she started on my abdomen and because my uterus is so tilted she said well let's just do a transvaginal so we get a good look again and she goes I know that's what you would prefer for a more clear picture so she walked out and I got undressed and as soon as she went in for the transvaginal I knew right away there was no heartbeat all she did was say I'm sorry but there's no heartbeat just don't understand why we have to go through this again the first one we never got to hear the heartbeat it was so so early the with this was like seeing the growth each week in hearing the heartbeat and watching it go up and then nothing it's just I can't even express how you feel like something's just being ripped away from you because having Grayson I know what I could have been and right now the feeling of just having my lifeless child just inside of me right now they don't bleeding I'm not cramping I have noticed this morning that my pregnancy symptoms are starting to decrease my boobs aren't as sore I just don't feel right don't feel like I'm asked pregnant of course my belly still feels full because everything is so bare but my doctor I just want to smack him just once I can't stand him I called him last night about a half an hour after the ultrasound and I asked I said um you know I went for an elective ultrasound and there was no heartbeat and he asked me the place that I went to and he said well they've been wrong before so just come in in the morning and we'll just draw her and draw your blood level he said well we can't do an ultrasound because the ultrasound text out so just come in and we'll just check your level because they've been wrong and I was thinking my mom and I were thinking myself we soul it with our own tuna two eyes our baby is lifeless it there's nothing there's no blood flow there's no heartbeat there's nothing and then I went in today because you told me to come in for lab work and he can't even take the time to step aside and just talk to me I didn't even see him all I did was see the lab tech and she drew my blood and they sent me on my way so I don't know what's gonna happen if I'm gonna pass the baby on my own or I'm probably going to talk to when they call me back tomorrow with my ACG results which I'm assuming aren't gonna be good obviously because I already know what to expect um probably just gonna opt for a DNC and see if they can maybe do some genetic testing to see if it was due to a blood disorder that I have if you watched my videos with Grayson you would know what I'm talking about my blood clots too easily and during the ultrasound she measured the baby for me and baby measured three days behind so it stopped growing and everything at today it would have been four days go baby measure that 8 weeks 2 days if you know doctor guess my due date so baby minute was always measuring a week early and so I kind of just want to do a DNC my sister she's had five miscarriages and she had a DNC and s for genetic testing and actually found out it was a chromosomal disorder and then baby wouldn't been able to say it sustained life anyways so I think that's what I'm gonna do and that way I don't know if I'll be able to mentally pass the baby and see it and that would be I don't know I'm just as you know my husband's God he's in Mississippi right now and I called him yesterday after the ultrasound and told him and he instantly booked a Hawaii and I'm actually getting ready to head to the airport to pick him up because he wanted to be home with me and Grayson I have to say the thing that makes it so hard it's looking at that little girl's beautiful face thinking that I could have had that two more times what the two losses I don't know it's just I just don't understand the one thing that a woman is supposed to be able to do naturally I mean even with grace and I had complications it wasn't easy I just wish it was easy so I'm gonna stop stop these vlogs and my guests will probably do one more and let you guys know what I decided or what to do or what naturally happens or oh my are you okay good job covering your mouth oh my so I I'll probably make one or two more updates just to keep you guys updated on everything but thanks ahead of time for the prayer and um just for everything you guys are great I talk to you guys later bye

35 Replies to “Missed Miscarriage- No Heartbeat :-(”

  1. Hug your angel behind a lot of times don't stop pray and hope!!!i wish i was there to hug u!!!im really sorry!!!πŸ˜’πŸ’”

  2. this just happen to me they told me that i have a missed abortion my baby didnt have a heart beet and i was 8 weeks

  3. Same thing happened to me. Please keep faith and everything will work out for you. I was recommended a product called Maca Gold capsules to help me retain a pregnancy and prevent miscarriage. The product is sold on eBay and I’m going to try it. You should do research on the product.

  4. Please research ultrasounds! The sound technology is not only loud but it shifts the fetal tissue/ DNA and there are many moms saying the same thing.

    Look up Jim West and get his book on the research done in China.

  5. I'm so sorry you've gone through this more than once. No one should have to feel this once let alone twice.
    We tried for our first baby May 25 and got pregnant right away. It's now August 2 and from Jul31 until now, we've been going through living hell because I started bleeding on Saturday [brown blood] and until today, it was brown still. I had all this hope. Two days ago we had a transvaginal and regular abdominal u/s. No heartbeat, baby measured to be 6 weeks, even though my last period was May 19….and it was Jul30. I should have been just about 10 weeks. This whole time I've been getting ready to make our bedroom baby friendly, dolling up the crib…I've had a dead baby inside me. My heart is so broken, I can't even function right now…………………this is absolute hell. Supposed to check with the OB on Monday [Aug 07] to see if there's been any growth or change…but I don't think they'll find anything. I've started cramping and bleeding. They're going to recheck my HCG again, but I bet it's going to come back with a drop.
    This makes me just want to give up on everything. I don't understand how come my body is so dysfunctional and fucking worthless.

  6. I'm so sorry sweetie!!

    It's truly heartbreaking I know. I am going through this at the moment, I am 5 weeks pregnant and bleeding for the last 8 days. The doctors have been so horrible about it and pretty much laughing at me because I'm so early in the pregnancy. It's like they have lost empathy for us women. πŸ™

  7. sorry for your loss I had a miscarriage at 10wks1 day pregnant and I just heard my baby's heartbeat a week before my appointment,keep your faith in god and continue to pray and he will answer your prayers me and my bf are going to try again it just happened to me a 3weeks almost a month this week I'm going to pray for you keep faith and be strong

  8. At least you have 1 baby. My sister is 35 divorced and had 8 miscarriages, has no children due to her pcos. At least you have 1. Be thankful.

  9. have a baby in church much better make sure midwifes thereΒ  and yes we be praying for you don't go drs there no good some palm you off with pills

  10. Worse thing too ever hear :/ I found out my baby had passed on October 30th 2015 . and I didn't lose it until November 7th because they refused to give me a DNC! They made me use some pill that took 3 times to finally work!
    Now I'm 16 weeks and bleeding pretty bad, baby is okay for now. But I'm terrified!

  11. I am sending you so much love ❀
    I am going through this same thing right now and I don't understand how I am supposed to feel.
    this is not your fault and thank you for putting yourself out there.

  12. first iam so sorry this happened to you. did you have any symptoms prior to the ultrasound? i feel like my doctor is always on a rush and very vague to answering questions. now his partner is amazing. i feel your pain. prayers your way.

  13. 😒😒😒😒😒I'm soooooo sorry for your love, your precious lost.🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

  14. i just seen this video and this is exactly whats happening to me at this very moment…. can you help me :/

  15. I can relate so much as I just had a missed miscarriage (the 2nd one) and I also had other miscarriages just before the 3 months mark. It is such a devastating experience. I had a D & C because there was no bleeding, cramping and it just broke my heart to walk around with my lifeless baby πŸ™ On both occasions, I had seen the heartbeat at 7 weeks… and then nothing at 10 weeks. So sad to go through…. Good luck and take your time to recover.

  16. They do ultrasounds way too early. They should be done after week 20 NOT before….the no heartbeat thing is such a LIE . I'm so sorry for the uninformed people who believe the medical lies.

  17. I'm so sorry for your loss…
    I went into for my first ultrasound today I'm supposed to be 8w7days and my baby only measured 7w3days…. They said there was no heart beat.. I have no symptoms of censoring bleeding or nothing.. I'm just hoping for the best.. God is with you..

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