Joe and I are actively trying to have a baby and then as easy of a journey as I thought it would be when we began and is beginning my period so it is not pregnant so we're now on cycle six of trying to conceive and then about seven months to give you a quick update on the end of my cycle and I'm not pregnant so looks like about this month sorry um it's just a little hard because I kind of get my hopes up this month we had decided that we were going to go forward with some testing this is my fertility specialist video one in eight couples struggle trying to get pregnant and one in ten women have PCOS we are that one in eight and I am that one intent and just letting it all go and just trust in God and just believing that he's gonna give me children when he sees fit and in his timing and I'm gonna just stop worrying about it and just relax and just let it happen and it happened that's kind of when I knew it was over it was really sad yeah it was really sad I just want to be a good mom and like he might be he be safe and I just be like a can so like that's like the hardest part for me I think like to our baby you have no idea how much you are loved your daddy and I have waited what seems like a lifetime for you through the ups and downs of this waiting season we never gave up on how we knew you were coming and that God was sending us a beautiful miracle but what we never could have imagined was how sweet that moment would be when we saw you for the first time on that ultrasound screen your little heart was beating away and your little arms and legs were sticking out you are perfect sometimes fear would start to take over and I would get scared of losing you but then I would put my hands on my stomach and breathe and an indescribable peace would take over you're mine and no one could take that away you are due on January 1st which signify the new beginning a new beginning for our little family of three we can't wait to hold you in our arms for the first time hear you cry see you smile and be the best mommy and dad see we know to be and raise you up to love the Lord you have brought us so much joy and I sometimes wonder how my heart can hold so much love for someone I have yet to meet but you're our baby our rainbow baby forever we love you so much we can't wait for you to come love mommy say I just wanna love you just wanna you'll stay will take me away I want it for myself every single day won't you I just need you I know what it is you do I just want you I need you I know


  1. Congratulations on your little miracle 💛❤💛❤💛
    Im due Feb 4th 2020!! Its baby season..so many babies 👶👶👶👶

  2. I’m crying! Sending you so much love and congratulations! I’m beyond happy for you 💙💕

  3. Praise the Lord for your precious miracle! I had a feeling you were and have been praying over you and your pregnancy! Congratulations!! I’m so happy for you guys and thankful for the Lord’s faithfulness. Thank you for sharing that video with me, I will continue praying over you and your pregnancy journey! This was a beautiful video and I cried all of the way through!

  4. Finally!!! I've been wondering when you were going to share. God's timing is always better than ours and I am so incredibly happy for y'all ❤

  5. Thank you for this video. I experienced a 12 week miscarriage 2 weeks ago. Grieving the loss and found your video. Made me cry and happy and gave me hope. Thank you for sharing your story and God bless your baby rainbow 💕

  6. Oh my goodness! I'm so overjoyed for the two of you! Congratulations a million times 🌈🌈🌈🌈 I have been keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

  7. Aww congratulations!!!! So happy for you two! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  8. I am so so happy for you! I prayed so hard for you and am just so happy! You can feel God's presence! God bless you! ❤️

  9. 😭♥️😭♥️😭♥️😭♥️😭♥️

  10. soo freaking happy for you both!!!!!!!!!!!!I know how much this child is WANTED and LOVED already!!! congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  11. I’m so beyond excited for you, Olivia Joy☺️
    I hardly ever comment on YT, but I just had to with this announcement!
    When you disappeared from YT for so many weeks, I was hoping this was the reason🤰🏻
    God bless you, Joe and your little miracle💫 He had a plan all along🙏🏻👶🏻

    Sending lots of love from Norway🇳🇴

  12. YEAHHHHHHH IM SOOOOOO EXCITED FOR YOU ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰 I’ve been thinking about you and I swear when I did this popped up 😃 god bless you and your growing family ❤️❤️❤️🤰

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *